Resolution
opening lines: remember, first lines, are remarkable
I have flipped through books, reading hundreds of opening and closing lines,
across ages, across cultures, across aesthetic schools, and I have discovered
that first lines are remarkably similar, even repeated, and that last lines are
remarkably similar, even repeated.
hold on. breathe.
Of course in all cases they remain remarkably distinct, because the words belong
to completely different poems. And i began to realize, reading these first and
last lines, that there are not only the first and last lines of the lifelong sentence
we each speak but also the first and last lines of the long piece of language delivered
to use by others, by those we listen to.
And in the best of all possible lives, that beginning and that end are the same:
in poem after poem I encountered words that mark the first something made out
of language that we hear as children repeated night after night, like a refrain:
i love you
i am here with you
don't be afraid
go to sleep now.
And I encountered words that mark the last something
made out of language that we hope to hear on earth:
i love you
i am here with you
don't be afraid
go to sleep now.
But it is growing damp and I must go in. Memory’s fog is rising.
Among Emily Dickinson’s last words (in a letter).
A woman whom everyone thought of as shut-in, homebound,
cloistered, spoke as if she had been out, exploring the earth,
her whole life,
and it was finally time to go in. And it was.
the end